Thursday, May 22, 2008
.Changes.
9:48 PM
a new life. a new blog. a new email.a new everything.my life has officially change to the worse.things happened..and i cant be the same like last time.I've lost my freedom.I've lost the trust from my parents. and i feel like I've lost my own dad.i feel disowned.i lost everything that I've got.i used to be the 'baby' in the family.money, love, care, happiness all showered on me. i got the attention more thenmy sister does.now.. all gone. a sudden change. so not ready for that.Was pampered for 15 years.. and suddenly..gone.i can never look back. I'm like a wilted flower.so hurt deep within.now..i have to work hard for my future. want to be successful.. no slacky-macky,dilly-dally and whatever else. im doing the best for us.if only..all this thing inside me would just come out as one word.
dad..i want to be your 'baby' again.
Name:(Ayu)
