Underneath the Stars.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

He died as a hero.

2:00 PM

I love him so much.
forever i will.
though now i lose him. he will always be fresh in my mind.
he is and forever will be a part of me.
he, my uncle. who passed away in a tragic way.
he was in the Newpaper, Berita Harian and Straits Time.
the one who drowned in the sea at marina south.

summary of it...
his instruction saved my family lives. but he didn't survive
tragic sinking. in the boat there were 12 of my family members.
3 children. and 1 pregnant.
my uncle has history of heart problem.
he managed to yell out instruction to my family members and
whistled his heart out till he's so weak.luckily. my abg sedara
managed to hold him or else,i think he will lie there on the seabed.

to know the story ..
go read straits time page 1 and 2 (home)
berita harian page 2.
newpaper page 6 and 7.

the ustaz who mandi kan jenazah.said that drowning is also
mati syahid. im somehow pleased to hear that.
actually, yesterday was the day he suppose to go operation.
heart thinggy, but he passed away before the operation .
my grandfather said that, maybe he really doesn't want the operation.
he's willing to go. last time, when his children and my uncles wanted
to search a GOOD heart specialist, he scolded them. he don't want an
operation.

its so sad to think about it.
i can never imagine how the victims feel.
its just a big lost.
all this is happening too fast.
i still can't believe it. i keep hearing his voice and imagining
him walking around the house and smoking in my balcony.
i remember the last time i saw him was
at my house. we kindda argue cause
he wanted to watch Animal Channel
and i wanted to watch Sensasi.
but at last he managed to make me smile.
yesterday was the kenduri arwah.
that was the last time for me to see his peaceful face.
it that kind of situition, he still have a smile on his face.
that smile shows everything.
he use to kiss my forehead all the time.
yesterday was my first and my last kiss on his forehead.
my first and last time to kiss his leg.
i lose control of myself.i was so weak when i saw him yesterdae.
when i kissed him. my aunt, dad, cousin had to hold me up.

he's the closest uncle amoung all.
i really love him. i miss him. everything about him.

i love you abah!
may you rest in peace.
you died as a hero. u saved 11 lives.