Underneath the Stars.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Blissful 31st!

9:15 PM

Happy 31st Monthsary BabyLove!
(24/07/08)

Therefore i dedicate this song to you,

To watch video-
1) scroll down
2) pause the playlist
3) scroll up
4) play video

Loads of Love Baby..and I'm sorry for updating late.very late.

2 years 7 months and still counting....

Monday, July 21, 2008

Zaid 'Adli

9:52 PM

Though his too young to understand, i dedicate this song, or should i say a verse, to him.

well, those who understand why i dedicate this, good to know. Those who don't , act like you don't okeh?

atas nama cinta ..

hati ini tak mungkin terbagi

sampai nanti hingga aku mati

cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana

asal engkau akhirnya denganku

ku bersumpah atas nama cinta..

You'll forever be apart of me.

cause' you're my heart and soul.

oh, how am i suppose to live without

my heart and my soul...

Labels: The history and The legendary

Day out!

9:23 PM

19th July 2008

Went out with Mother ,Zaid, Love, Kak Sara, Ibu. Easy said, went out with Love's family.

Actually it was my shopping day, but mother decided to go out with Love's family. so the shopping was postponed to 20th

20th July 2008

Went shopping with Mother then after that went to Pasir Ris park, watch little cousins have fun.

Shopped for new simple clothes and Zaid's stuff for the mean time while waiting for Sister to be free and go shopping again, using Dad's money. hahahah!

Sister bought me Tee's at KL. Just Like the one i asked for.Simple and Crap.

(pls tilt you head abit okeh? thank you!)

Looking forward for the next shopping!

Friday, July 18, 2008

fucked up

7:30 PM

Today i went for my N Level Malay Oral. It was okeh. its about berjimat-cermat. i was like. hack! i wished it wasn't political or whatever too classy... but shoot.i wasnt lucky enough.
and i blanked out for a while to think and translate the word "bill". until now i still can't think of the word.

Minah Mode:

kental and macam paham. thats the two word to discribe that biatch. sumpah sia dier kental..i bet after reading this ur gonna think the same wae to.
she's 15, wears specs, muka pecah.
she wants to hang out with the clans in school so she'd look cool. my god, she lagi rela jadi anjing and follow the clans around so she's accepted.what the fuch ah sia.
abeh she ever said this to somebody...." aku budak airport nyer, lagi atas dari airport"
What The Fuccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!

So just now, my oral started at 2.30pm but school ended at 12.35pm.Me and Ann went out to smoke. she was under the block with a mat ite.kental nak mampos. sama jenis dengan die.and there's also this gvss girl, but she's wearing homeclothes. just imagine, she go school and wear make-up. Fat and Short. pakaian step minah, macam debab tersumbat dalam aisbok!
after my oral, they were there too.When ann was on the fon with her mum saying "ibu, gosok kan baju kite, petang nanti kite keje." the mat kacau ann and said "keje je..skolah taknak" sumpah sia, ann tak menyusah kan korang! so, we went for a smoke again. atleast we respect the school uniform and smoke someplace people won't see. dorang, mcm paham. buat kecoh bawah blk.nak lepak pun tukar baju ah! abeh they stare us. carik pasal. tendang2 the lift we're in. kite turun, dorang takda... step berpecah.. me and ann dah jalan jauh sikit, baru kumpul balik. sungguh kental la sei. im not happy and ive never happy with her.
Bukan nak kerek ahh, but if she think she's fierce, tgk ah record sapa lagi rabak dan byk kat skolah!
and kalau betol dier fierce, dari sec 1 , i would know she exists in this world!
So excited for monday! gonna fuck her upside down!

p.s: go rot and die fuckers!

Monday, July 14, 2008

A Picture Speaks a Thousands Word

1:33 AM

Its been a tiring week for me and a painful week for Love.I'll just update pictures that i have as picture speaks a thousand words...

9 July 2008

(4 period free..raining day.. what else in the mind, sleep,camwhore)

10 July 2008

(Hancock was superly funny and touching)

19 July 2008

(open your eyes lah dehh.. see..Zaid can do better then you.)

Till then...

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

i Hate u ok?

3:50 PM

Don't Say You Understand While Actually You Don't.

Hypocrites are so unloved. Don't Be One When You Suck At It.

-ayu-

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Sick

9:46 PM

I'm sad ... cause i didn't manage to visit Love. Was super sick. Certainly an off day for school. Actually I've been sick for more than a month, but tahan and tahan till todae i cannot tahan. haha. bodoh kan. i know. i slept for hours. a "cover-up sleep" for the time i didn't sleep when i got to know Love was in an accident.I have to visit him tomorrow!

- Falling in Love with you is an extraordinary feeling.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Accident

10:33 PM

Just now at 2am was a nightmare to me. i got a call from Love's friend and he told me something that i don't wish to hear. Love had an accident! At that moment, i was lost, i thought it was just a dream. i thought it was a prank.But it wasn't. i feel like my heart is in my stomach when i heard that news.Everything that i did, went wrong.

i wanted to go to the hospital to see him badly, but its never possible for me to get out of the house in the middle of the night and i had to go to school in 4 hours time. the worry in me was so strong that i couldn't sleep throughout the night.i was like a zombie in school, couldn't stop my self from thinking about him.Was worried, sleepy, sad , and whatever else. i told him that I'm going to visit him and take care of him after my school end.

And yes, i did. So, i went to Tampines interchange and get doughnuts to bring to his place. when i reach there ,i was dumbfounded looking at him with a fractured arm and "shifted" collarbone. i kept to myself for a moment because i can't imagine my life without him. seeing him like this got me worried like hell, what else if he goes. Touch wood la k. but all those did run through my roller coaster mind.

baby.. do take good care of yourself alright baby. i miss you, and i still need you here with me.

I'll come and take care of you when ever i can alright baby. i need you to be strong.

p/s: i love you

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

i miss you.

11:46 PM

Oh god.. i can' t take this. i miss abah so much.Listening to this song, reminds me of him. i couldn't take control of my tears. i miss you so much.

(to listen:

1) scroll down, pause the play list.

2) scroll up, play the video.

its just the song with lyrics.)

-You're loved dearly...