Monday, November 17, 2008
the ups and the down
4:10 PM
Life has been complicated for me.Honestly, i myself have no idea what i want and what to expect
to this complication. i want to make it right. but how? nothing is that simple any more. i know that most of you don't understand . but those who understand the conflicts to my fairytale. i appreciate it. i have no right to say anything to the person who has been supporting me since i was a Lil girl. I've done the most sinful thing in my life. i deserve being deserted and shouted at. he can say harshful stuff to me. i listened. but day by day, the grudges piled up. and I'm sorry if one day I'm just gonna walk away. and i know i dun have the will to support the Lil kid at home. but i want the best out of him.that is why I'm still at home despite getting hurt all the time. i can't wait to be successful, that day he's going to shut up and believe me. it doesn't matter anymore if anybody gonna love me or not. i don't give a damn.praying to god every night without a miss so that one day, the light gonna shine upon me once again.Insyallah.Amin.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
hello hello!!
5:15 PM
im back passing-readers!
i wanna give a special thanks to NUREEN ASHILA!
she's da one who did this blog.again and again.im just too busy and too lazy to bother.
haha.nak simple kerja.starting from now i'm going to update again.
now.im at LOVE's house.going out later meet annbaby and her dearest.double date.
then going to meet yunishaphilip .her birthdae tomorrow.so, wanna mit her early.i miss her so.
chious people.
p.s:As promised, im going to update pictures of my new hairdo and gambar raya on my new post.
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